Taggy Replies:

Melisa - A smile! :D

Ying Ying - 1! The kind and cute Koala Bear!

Li Ting - Don't know..

Anna - Yah. He was utterly stammering.

Ying Ying - Nope. Is SUPER promoter!

Siew Keng - Aww.. So sad.. :(

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I woke up at 4am+ ! Then followed my mother to the office. I learned how to book seats and I conversed with a few travel agents. But I still felt as if I learnt nothing. Anyway, I missed Ting Ting, alot.

I'm having a concert, Jazzanova.

Saturday, 29th December 2007, 7.30pm.
Tickets are sold for only $5 each.

ITE College East Main Lecture Theatre
10 Simei Avenue
Administration Block, Level 3

PS: This is a JAZZ concert!

Support my concert - Jazzanova Returns! 29th December 2007, Saturday; 7.30pm | Tickets are only $5 each! | For more details, do call 91870856 |

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Anyone who have these songs, '我们这一班' and 'Qi Shi Ni Dong Wo' , could you send it to me? I'm looking for mp3 format. Thanks alot! :)

I am so tired! Went to Paya Lebar, Orchard, Tiong Bahru, Dover, Queenstown, Ang Mo Kio, City Hall, Esplanade, Ang Mo Kio again.

Thanks to Sisi, I travelled to so many places. Then I saw Yue Mei on the train and we both went to City Hall and slacked at Starbucks. Bought her mocha ice blended and I had my vanilla ice latte. Kor Kor Sherman (Klyne) was late AGAIN. He told me to reach at 2pm and he came at 2.44pm. Screw him!

We hanged out awhile and I accompanied Yue Mei to apply for her job at NTUC Income. After that, we went back to City Hall. We wanted to go eat Sakae Sushi @ Suntec but went to AMK Hub instead. On the way there, someone suddenly grabbed my hand. I was shocked! Then that person tapped on my shoulder. Guess who? Sharon. ._>

Yue Mei was saying, "Sharon like you ah? She like stalking you like that."
Lol. Impossible.

Anyway kor don't wanna eat Sakae, and Yue Mei wanted to meet her mother so I suggested Fish & Co; rejected. Ichiban Sushi; rejected again. In the end, we made do with Food Court. -.-
He got his 'mee pok' and I got my noodles with fried chicken & dumpling soup. And.. I receive a fluffy doll pen from a girl I don't know at all. =.= (Remind me of what Xin Ni always get for me)

Kor wanted to go Zone X but I didn't want to. Li Ting called to say that she was just done giving out fliers at Orchard. Iv qwas there earlier on but I didn't see her leh! Haah, but I was there earlier so that's probably why I didn't manage to catch. Anyway, I felt really really tired. Cabbed back home from AMK Hub and the taxi driver said, "Huh? Hundred dollar note? No change leh! I taxi driver nia, where got change for you."
And I had to go 7-11 and buy sweet just to return him the change.

My day today is uber boring. *yawns*
Now chatting with two Bernice. I think I'm gonna sleep. Yue Mei said that Li Ting and I are probably, already a pair. I wonder.. Hmm..

Kor Kor Sherman was like pestering me today. He kept saying this, "After you ended with Bernice, you haven't get into another relationship. You normally get a new stead immediately, why this time you take so many weeks?"

My face went: ?_? and -.-""

Utterly speechless.

Taggy Replies:

Li Ting - You're not?

Anna - Where got!

Melisa - o.o

Aqidah (ma) - Bwuek!

Aqidah (ma) - Bleahs.

Yilin - Diao. Again? :/

Melisa - This time with a smile? :D

Fiona (meimei) - Don't want, don't want! Meimei organize for me. :p

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I really don't know what Sharon wants. Hope she'll be able to decide whether or not she still need me to accompany her tomorrow. If she don't need me, I'll be able to spend more time hanging out with Yue Mei & Sherman kor (Klyne).

Li Ting is giving me time to get over Bernice. And everything she'd done is for my sake. So sweet huh? Anyone here jealous? ^-^

Taggy Replies:

Amos - Harlo!

Li Ting - Okie dokie. I'll change the water again, as soon as I'm done with this post. (:

Siew Keng - Yup! Oh yay! I got your name right. :D How did you know my blog url? -.=

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It rained dogs & cats when I was making my way to Bartley. When I reached there, everyone was waiting outside the school. Guess why? Miss Ann was LATE! Thanks to Miss 'Early', all my band members were wet from head to toe.

We waited under the rain for awhile, but it got heavier then everyone started climbing the small guard gate, into the school. The girls were wearing skirts for goodness sake. ._>
So when they were climbing, I had to hold on to several umbrellas so that I could shelter them from the rain then I had to turn my neck behind cos they were all like flashing. Fortunately most of them wore shorts inside.

I changed my shirt 4 times today. Thanks Sunarto for lending me your shirt! :D
After that, I joined the band's rehearsal and made our way down to Lau Pa Sat for the performance. On the way there, I was like playing 'Wo Ke Yi' non-stop and singing the chorus again and again till Hwee Ling thought I was being emo. Lol.

We combined with Balestier Hill Military Band and played 'Tequila'. I was sitting beside this cute trombone girl but somehow I don't want to look at her eyes. She looked like one of my ex gf, so much that I almost freaked out. I was expecting Janice to be there, but she was nowhere to be found. Then I realized that she told me she isn't performing. Sad sad.

There were many supporters and I knew most of them. But the sad thing was that, the two friends that I invited didn't come. You know who you are. Anyway, I sneaked Aik How into the bus so he could be with Afifah. Haha. Sharon was supposed to come find me after my performance but she didn't. Damn.

While we were making our way to the bus, I pulled Mr Goh's shirt and even slapped his tummy. Lol! I didn't know it was him, I thought it was another member cos he was standing very close to the road. -.- Malu like siao.

On the way back, everyone was so noisy and Nurul used Aqidah's phone to take a photo of me whacking Shahizan's butt. Lol. Everyone was extra chattery except for Regina, Florence & Alice.
Florence head keep sliding to the right, then I pushed in back for fear that it might topple off. Lol, jk. But I really did push it back. When we were reaching Bartley, Alice suddenly rested her head on my shoulder. I was totally shocked. I suddenly thought of the past but Alice is just a tired senior resting on a pillow-like junior (me). Haha.

I changed back into my other shirt and then took off with Alice, Regina, Florence, Poh Chin & Sunarto. We took bus 76 to Singapore Post and I saw my friend there and we chatted. She was like so surprised to see me. Then Florence started to ask me how many ex-gfs I changed. Its like say until I'm some sort of Casanova. But she can't be blamed.

When we reached Singapore Post, Florence left us to find her friends. Then Alan & Nigel was there. We ate at Subway and I ordered the foot long sandwich with extra cheese. Gosh, I'm adding fats to my fats. Sunarto & Poh Chin bought Long John Silver and brought it into Subway. So I was given extra EXTRA cheese for my chips. Haha.

Hmm.. after dinner, Alan, Alice, Poh Chin and I took bus 43. We alighted at Alice's house and my bus 76 came. Poh Chin demanded that I accompany her to wait for her bus, but I left anyway. *evil laugh*

My day started and ended with lots of ups & downs topped with overwhelming sock and sweat smell that was emanated from our band room; credits goes to Bartley Military Band members!

I wanted to invite Li Ting for my performance today but didn't cos I was afraid that she'd be mad as I did not accompany her today.

I've made up my mind to work in my mother's office. So whoever wanna go overseas, simply consult me. If I know you well enough, I'll give you a discounted price. If you're super close to me, I'll give you travel agent price without adding any other fee to it. So, look for me! :)

And another reminder, my hand phone number has changed. Stop smsing my previous number. My mother gets to read it all and she's indirectly invading my privacy. So everyone, contact me at 91870856.

Taggy Replies:

Ying Ying - I'm bored and tired.

Li Ting - Yup. Yesterday didn't blog cos I went for chalet.

Alissa - Boo! :D

Fiona (meimei) - Of course! Kor must support you ma. (:

Adriana (meimei) - Sorry meimei. I'll reply all your sms(s) okie? *promise*

Adriana (meimei) - Uh.. okay. Really <3?>

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Chloe and I were late for the concert so I called Priscilla to help us get tickets first. We were late but fortunately it wasn't the band's performance yet. Waited and waited for CBCB. But I was utterly dissappointed cos I expected more. I still thought it was better with Mr Leng around. Anyway, I waved to Fiona & Amanda, but they were both blind. Then I saw Siew Keng but Eileen was nowhere to be found.

After the concert, Chloe and I waited for Mr Leng and he drove us to Costa Sands Resort and bought us Mac'donalds. :D After that, payed $1 to enter the chalet area; only to find that we were in the wrong region. The one that Mr Goh booked was at Loyang, further in. Damn. The parking fee was a freaking $3.21 when we actually spent less then 20 minutes in that compound. WTF and also the $3 for entering. We practically threw away $6.21 for nothing.

When we finally found our way to the right chalet, the carpark was blocked by some dumb bloke who didn't know how to operate the machine, and instead got his card stuck in the receiver. So after wasting another 15 minutes waiting, we managed to reach the unit, and witness the mess created by Bartley Band members.

Alice, Regina, Chloe and me played 'Big 2' with Mr Leng. And Chloe keep ending up as the 'prostitute'. Lol. Jie jie so ke lian. After Mr Leng left, we continued but Chloe still ended up losing all the way. After awhile, Mr Goh came back and there wasn't much to do cos it was rather cramp. So like around 2am, we drove to Alice's house and played Mah Jong till 5am/6am? I don't remember. I kept winning so were sort of 'stuck' in the round. Hah. Played till Alice almost fell asleep cos I was looking at the tiles slowly and intently. Lol.

Slept at Alice's house and woke up like around noon. Went to chomp chomp to makan then went to Tampinese to meet Soefian and joined him for practice at Simei ITE. They were almost all malays. But it was still cool, cos everyone was friendly. The guys were helpful, the girls were 'siao', haha, actually more like 'high'.

Well.. I joined them for dinner at Food Culture. Bought a promo with Soefian then saw Ambika and her group of friends. She was still the same, cute cute short short. Then I sold a ticket to her. My first ticket! :D

When I went back to my seat, Soefian's friend kept on pestering me to introduce him to Ambika's group of girls. Lol. Anyway the Simei Concert Band came for dinner too and I sold another ticket. I took 2 booklets to sell but my aim is to hit 50 tickets. :D

After dinner, I went home with Soefian's members and the vocalist. I don't know her name and didn't bother to ask. I just chatted without bothering to find out her name. Do I sound lazy? Lol.

Hmm.. Sharon is single now. I hope you're fine. I suppose you are, cos whenever you're sad you'll contact me. But this time you didn't. So, just get over it.

I feel so bad right now. Just now Li Ting called, but I was with the jazz band and couldn't attend to her. Now then found out that she needed me. Whatever it is, it must be something bad if you sounded so urgent. I pressed you for it cos I'm concerned. But if you no longer feel like sharing your problem with me, I'm still fine with it. Btw.. the water babies are still growing. None of them cracked so far. xD

PS: To those who pmed me at msn, forgive me for my slow reply. I know some of you got mad but there was quite a number to attend to, so naturally I replied my band members first, then the rest. Apologies!

Taggy Replies:

Melisa - Hmm? Why read don't tag? Just chill all right? Don't let other things get into your head. (:

Adriana (meimei) - Sorry bolster. =( There were simply too many sms(s) for me to reply yeterday. I didn't meant for it to be that way. I didn't even know I sounded like that. Don't angry?

Adriana (meimei) - No more bolster to look after pillow? :/

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I woke up with a smile.

-Meet Sunarto
-Went Hougang mall to buy onigiri and bubble tea
-Alice fetch Regina, Sunarto & me to Florence's house
-Ate Indian rojak at the hawker centre near Florence's house
-Waited for aunty Florence to come down so we can go to my school together
-She was still snoring away when we called so we left her there
-Reached Bartley, enjoyed my band practice
-Fooled around, watch my band members do foot drills

But.. I frowned. Because Valerie came.

-I went into the band room
-Played some scores
-Played piano
-Played percussion

I thought of staying overnight for the camp, but when I pictured Valerie around, I changed my mind.

-I grabbed my bag
-Left the school
-Made my home
-Slacked

Then I told Regina I'd go back, but eventually, I didn't. I seriously detest Valerie and I can't stand her presence, cos every time she's around, she'll disturb me and do some stupid thing to make all my efforts go down the drain.

I TOTALLY detest, abhor, loathe, execrate and hate Valerie for every single fucked up things she had done to me. That's all I've got to say; I shall not insult her nor fill my blog with stories of her dumb actions.

Hakayumi called me yesterday night, cried on the phone and continuously apologised. I was at a loss as to what I must or should do to make her feel better. She cried till her eyes swollen. But I think I managed to make her sleep with her smile. Today call her in the morning and afternoon, both times she were sleeping. When you're down, just call me okay? I'll do my best to make you feel better. Don't feel bad for contacting me and don't keep things in your heart. If you called me to share your problems, you must be really really upset. So just relax and don't feel so uptight. I don't mind it at all.

PS: Whoever is spamming Gwen's (meimei) blog, stop it now. She has done nothing to you, I believe. Even if she had, Gwen must have did it in front of you, hence your hatred for her. BUT she didn't do it behind your back. So don't do this to her. Whatever resentment you have against her, tell her straight in the face. I hope you'll take this approach so that the misunderstanding can be solved.

Taggy Replies:

Melisa - Chill & smile! (:

Hamster (meimei) - No scores is hard as long as you give it your best. =)

Adriana (meimei) - I got reply mah! xD

Li Ting - I hope so..

Li Ting - Really?

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I read a true love story written by a girl. It was really touching. Perhaps I'll post that down someday. Too bad the ending sucked.

Hmm.. Many people had been asking this.. "she like you ah?", "kor.. got people jio you ah?", "that girl like you?" I don't know the answer.

Taggy Replies:

Melisa - Maybe.

Adriana (meimei) - Hao la hao la. Not I never talk, is you never contact kor. Lolz.

Ying Ying - Orrrgggaaooooooohhhhx. Bleuk.

Melisa - Yum! I want more! xD

Melisa - I'm not bad. I'm pretty bad. =p

Hamster (meimei) - Where got nice? :/

Melisa - You don't have to do that.

Ying Ying - Wanna hear? Come down to lau pa sat this sunday. =)

Fiona (meimei) - Aww.. I wanna go! :(

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I've noticed that girls look at their own sex more often then at the opposite sex. Perhaps by doing so, they could become more feminine? I really wonder. Or maybe, their scrutinizing gaze allows them to absorb another girl's beauty.

Well.. I don't exactly stare at people so intently but I am definitely a people watcher-

Fat ones, skinny ones,
frowny ones, grinny ones,
tall ones, short ones, (I thought of Sean and.. Ying Ying!)
anything-at-all ones.

Blue eyes, hazel eyes,
green eyes, brown eyes, (Rachel has eyes of both colours)
look-you-up-and-down eyes.

Big noses, little noses,
hook noses, button noses.

Brown hair, black hair,
red hair, blond hair,
nicely combed just-so hair, (this is SO like my direct opposite)
bald patch and no hair. (reminded me of Mr Francis Conceicao)

White skin, brown skin,
yellow, black and red skin, (bangala?)
sun burnt pink skin,
wrinkled-in-the-bath skin,
bruised black-and-blue skin.

Freckles and dimples,
arts, moles and pimples. (Lee Guo Huang! He has HOLES too)

Quiet people, giggly people, (Carissa, the born giggler!)
still people, wriggly people.
Old clothes, new clothes,
anything'll do clothes. (me)

Man often observe their own kind. But whatever it is, anything is allowed. When you're part of a crowd, you're bound to attract the attention of one person or another. I might not be the only people watcher around, but when I do observe, I do so in detail. :)

Hmm.. I don't know if I wanna go out tomorrow. Sherman kor (Klyne) keep urging me to call him out. But I don't know where to hang out with a guy. Maybe I'll go catch "The Game Plan". Should I? Or perhaps I could get ting ting along. But she has work. Aww.. damn.

No one seemed to be available tomorrow. Should I work at Winter Time or NTUC Income? I feel like visiting some Winter Time outlets to check them out. Gee. Can't make up my mind.

My neighbour blasted their music to the max and it totally drowned the songs that I played on my laptop. Guess what? I did the same with my karaoke set. Except that, my speakers were much more powerful. Those gigantic jumbo kind. My neighbour got pawned by me! *evil grin*

I cried the entire afternoon because my mum told my maid to made some onion stuffs and my maid simply refused to switch off the stove for fear of my mother's wrath. So I cried the entire afternoon. Ha. Actually, it was the onions that made my eyes go watery.

Li Ting, I hung up not because I wanna call somebody else. And when I called you after that it wasn't because I was done talking to somebody else either. In the first place, there wasn't even another person. I'm not the kind of person that would put a girl on hold, flirt with another one, then go back to the first one. If you think I'm doing that, I'm NOT. Perhaps my actions made you felt that way. Have more faith in me, will you?

Taggy Replies:

Li Ting - I want you to smile. =)

Ying Ying - If Koala Bear is slow, who is to blame? Ying Ying lor!

Melisa - Nosey!! *stuff a chopstick up Melisa's nose*

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Heavy dark clouds filled the sky and rain patter down the sides of the bus. I alighted at Bartley's stop, and instantly felt the wrath of the rain battering me. Droplets flew off my spectacles as I tried in vain, to maintain a clear vision.

With that, I ran towards the school; my bag bouncing off my back and the rain washing my spikes away giving me a new hairstyle. The excess liquid slid down my neck and was absorbed by my uniform, leaving me with a totally transparent attire.

Though my school was near, the rain made it felt like miles away. Nevertheless, I continued running. But with the increasing torrents of rain, I was forced to remove my ear piece. In addition, the thunder crescendo ed, drowning the music emanating from my phone.

A quick glance at my phone showed that it was already past noon. Then, Li Ting popped into my mind. Hope she had her lunch today.

Band practice was totally cool except for the last part where Hwee Ling suddenly wanted me to play her solo for her. I screwed up, probably because I was too nervous. I mean, I used to be very confident but it has been a long time since I last played. Then Eudora was constantly repeating "where's your magic? where's your magic?" Gee.. I can still play better you guys lor! I'm almost getting the 'feel' back but my endurance level has definitely dropped. My volume was only that of a clarinet's and my entire section drowned me. They were simply too strong for me. But I promise, within 2 days, I will show you guys what power playing is called. By thursday, I WILL DEFINITELY perfect the two solos. And to my dear junior aka 'small Derek', I wasn't showing off when I played 'Pirates of the Carribbean' in front of our alumni. I merely inputed my feelings and heart into it. I admit though, that there were too many vibratos and variations. Some parts should be played straight and I shouldn't have humored it. But it will be fine, as long as I control it well at the right part parts. Trust me. :)

After band practice, Alice drove Florence, Regina, Sunarto and me to Jalan Kayu for dinner. Then drove each of us back. How sweet! :) Thanks a lot Alice!

Then a couple across our table was smoking and I got really irritated. I don't mind breathing in those bloody cigarette smell when the food and drinks aren't here yet. But when my teh-o-ping came, the smoke that was emanated from their cigarette affected the flavour of my drink. I immediately voiced out my disapproval. That lady heard, and she gave me a smirk, then blew the smoke directly at our table. I was on the verge of confronting them. WTF! I hate it when imbeciles destroy my dinner cos most of the time, the only meal I actually bothered to eat was DINNER! The guy beside her even glowered in glee and that bitch blew another gust at us. I SO WANTED to kick that slut's minge. I didn't though and we just continued with our dinner.

During dinner, ting ting called. I really wanted talk chat with her. I thought she needed to hang up cos the call came from her phone and I know her bill is bursting. But after we hung up, I found out that she wanted to share with me her first day's experience at work and she was in fact, very angry. I shouldn't have neglected her. She's equally important, perhaps even more so.

I hope that ting ting is feeling fine now and that my fears, voiced in my previous post would cease to exist.

Taggy Replies:

Adriana (meimei) - Someone here always got stead liao then forget me lor.. Still need to worry meh? =.-

Hamster (meimei) - Don't have don't have DON'T HAVE!

Fiona (meimei) - Waaaa.. I wanna go Metier! But got band camp & chalet. *sob sob* Can post pone your band's concert for my sake?

Melisa - Mmm... ^_^ Stay that way. I'll tell you if I'm allowed to. xD

Aqidah (mummy) - Yup! Cong ming!

Ting to Melisa (add in) - Yup! Melisa, that's a secret between Li Ting & me. ,")

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I just called Chloe jie jie's old house number. The one on the other side gave a welcoming reply "wrong number laaaaaa".

Notice the extra 'a'(s) at the back? He dragged the 'la' to that extend. Cool huh? He sounded like a talking corpse moaning. Lol.

I was listening to "Wo Ke Yi" and I called Mr Goh's handphone. Guess what? His call tone was also "wo ke yi". Win liao lor. The one coming from my laptop was at the introduction part. The one from Mr Goh's hp was already at the chorus part. ._>

Another thing. Ying Ying's sub msn nick "so I concur that reality sucks ass. " Li Ting's sub msn nick "i promise i will learn to let you go..reality is hurting.. "

Both talk about reality? Gee. What's up girls?

Well.. let's see.. ting ting is moody, ting ting is moody, ting ting is still moody. I wonder how is she. Should I call? Never mind, I'll just nudge her.

Taggy Replies:


Melisa - *big grin* =D


Adriana (meimei) - =]


Ying Ying - *ROAR*


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So glad Adriana meimei got someone to take care of her. Now no need to worry liao. xD

Taggy Replies:

Hamster (meimei) - Boo! You then boring lor! Don't have a mind of you own.

Yilin - Ahh.. Cheh.. I thought something happened.

Melisa - Oh.. Who's that someone?

Adriana (meimei) - I still feel bad.

Adriana (meimei) - I know.

Yilin - *big grin* :D

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The pain didn't subside. It stayed.

I woke up, called Lawrence Xiao and he said, I could just enter the nco camp without an invitation. Then I teased him and disturbed him. Told him I wanted royal treatment. Lol. Then he repeated his pet phrase, "you're once a band major, so you must behave like a leader". After saying that, he continued "since you're a leader, you must be treated like normal people". Nice excuse not to escort me in. =.-

Nevermind, he was still funny anyway. Hmm.. I was supposed to pass Alice the scores but didn't have enough time. Geez.

I'm almost done decaying at home.

Taggy Replies:

Li Ting - You're beefing up my life with colours. :)

Li Ting - Someone came back to my blog! xD

Adriana (meimei) - Sorry.. Last year I hurt you. This year I did the same again and when you finally accepted me as your kor instead of bf, I'm not beside you. I know you're angry when you told me not reply. Mei mei dui bu qi.

Fiona (meimei) - You were, but they said you went back home ma..

Melisa - It'll take a long time.

Ying Ying - Boooo!! *tuck Ying Ying into bed* SLEEP!

Hamster (meimei) - Oh.. Perhaps I'll inform you if I know of any job vacancies. xD

Candice - Woah. How did you found my blog when I didn't give any of my contact to any of your band members. Lol. Hmm.. I not sure can make it or not. Cos I'm performing with other bands then got lots of practice + my own school band is having performance next Sunday. I'll inform Hui Wen. Okok? :)

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The frosty surroundings reverberated my entire being and woke me up. I opened an eyelid, and found myself deluged with darkness. My head throbbed like martyrdom. With huge effort, I raised myself, and almost immediately, sensed that my day wouldn't be fine.

I listened to some mandarin songs and smiled as the melody seemed cheerful. But all along, I've never took notice of the lyrics. Today I listened to it in depth and caught on the meaning. I wondered why the lyrics seemed so familiar, then realized that they were actually spelling my life out. Why does the agonizing part of my life seemed so typical?

While on the bus, sadness engulfed me. Fortunately I was able to control it but then my heart panged in misery. Negative thoughts can be easily casted to one side but the feelings in my heart are hard to subdue. I wish time would pass at a quicker pace. Perhaps then I'd be able to move on too, for I believe time heals wound.

Suddenly, my life seemed so complicated. Couldn't it be a simple and joyful one?

Mission failed.
Taggy Replies:

Li Ting - You want love instead of hugs? ,")

Melisa - I still get sad at times so perhaps not? Its tough now but eventually I will. Its just a matter of time right? (I hope)

Li Ting - I did sms you. But you didn't seem to notice.

Fiona (meimei) - You really weren't there just that day. You came later. =/

Hamster (meimei) - No need to work. Be my hamster, stay in the cage. =)

Adriana (meimei) - Sorry kor couldn't pei you today. Sorry if we seem to be drawing further apart. :(

Ying Ying - Shh!! *stuff BIG hamburger into Ying Ying's mouth*

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Kor kor delayed our meeting time from 10 to 11 to 12. I delayed our meeting to 1pm, and he further dragged it till 1.25pm. -.-

Anyway, I accompanied kor kor Sherman (Klyne) to Funan Mall. Searched the entire mall but couldn't find his Xbox game, 'Mortar Combat - Armagedon'. This bloody game was banned for being too violent. But it sounded really cool, heard that the graphics show a person's brain, lungs, intestine and stomach being ripped out. Cool! Too bad it was banned.

We then made our way to pasta mania and kor ate pasta (naturally). After which went to walk around Raffles City and made our way down to Causeway Point. I went there cos I wanted to get the water babies (promised Li Ting). But.. they were all out of stock! Dang. Then waited for Miao Ling and went back together.

I tried searching Yishun but couldn't find it anywhere. They were all out of stock. So I went to a few more stores. Then I saw Yi Lin. Almost couldn't recognize her! Then we chatted awhile and she told me Sembawang have stock. So I went all the way back to buy them cos I promised Li Ting I'd get it by thursday but tomorrow there's band practice and all, so die die must get it today.

Well.. to those who STILL ask if I've gotten over her. I think, perhaps I've already gotten over it. But the agony still lingers around. Its like somewhat encrypted into me. But however painful it is, I believe I'll get over it somehow. Some kind of 'hurt' can never be washed away because they're simply there to stay for a long long time. But I know mine isn't that case, because I can always cast it to the back of my mind! Hah! None of you have this ability to forget unhappy things instantly right?! I can! xD Though it'll still flash back at point, all I have to do is continue to place it right at the back of my mind. Genius genius genius. :D

Oh.. today Adriana mei mei called me while kor and I was in timezone, we played the usual ones then left 70cent, I went to pawn marvel vs capcom. Lol. Anyway, mei mei, kor couldn't accompany you today cos I was with friends. Forgive me?

Taggy Replies:

Ting Ting - Hor! No hugs for you!

Ying Ying - Correction! Everyone have muscles. Without it, humans can't move!

Melisa - Yah. You appeared randomly. xD

Miao Ling (mama) - Ahh!!

Fiona (meimei) - Nevermind de la! Also don't really know her.

Fiona (meimei) - I saw them, didn't saw you because you weren't there. You went back right? Eileen said so. :/

Melisa - Got it! :)

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I tried blogging and viewing my blog using Internet Explorer and realized that it didn't work. Furthermore, under IE, my blog appeared differently. Gee. Mozilla Firefox still looks nicer.

Never go Kbox with mama & meimei today, so I stayed at home. Did a lot of thinking. Amidst my thoughts, I told myself I should be happy. So I did some stuffs to cheer myself up.

Taggy Replies:

Ying Ying - Who say I don't have! Use to train one hor! Only recently recently never lor! $#!@$

Li Ting - *piak*

Hamster Mei Mei - Go work? :)

Adriana Mei Mei - Hao la hao la! F3

Melissa - Mmm.. Okie. =)

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I smsed Li Ting this morning and found out that she LIED to me! Hor! *piak piak pigu*
Hah. Nevermind. =)
Too bad you couldn't accompany me today. Tomorrow meet, you must sing hor!

Mr Leng took us today! :D
And my section was doing pretty well. Don't understand why everyone said my section needed help. When I took them for secitoanls, they seem to catch what I taught easily. And thus, today we learned a new score. =)

Halfway throughout the practice, Audrey came. I was like. WTF! Her hair became so long and her attitude seemed to change. I always thought that she's a very fierce tutor but today I saw the brighter side of her. Hmm.. maybe she's pretending to be friendly. Lol! I talk bad about her behind her back. Aiya, she won't read this so it doesn't matter.

After band practice, I took bus 76 to Chong Boon mac. Saw Miao Ling, Eileen and.. Siew Keng? Don't know her name la. Then we slacked awhile and celebrated Miao Ling's birthday at the bubble tea shop. There, I saw Kelvin. Ha.

At first I mama was just blowing away the candles and all. The typical procedure. Then the new girl siew something something took a part of the cake and slapped onto mama's face. Wahaha. Hilarious sight. After that I got involved too. ._.
Mama sabotage me one lor! I was innocent then suddenly kana free facial from her. F3

Oh ya, today met Alwyn papa. He was like so quiet throughout the entire thing.
Anyway, after the 'party', we went to grab some food and then we saw the lunatic again.
A guy that was constantly making cat noises. He actually offered mama his biscuits. So sweet right? Too bad she was too frightened, otherwise I would have enjoyed free biscuits. LOL! Jkjk.

Perhaps I'll edit this post another time and go into more details about it. But for now, I'll stop here.

Taggy Replies:

Anna - WHAT!

Ting - Getting them on Thursday! :)

Melissa - Mmm? I'll consider if you leave your name and link.

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Today, I made a promise. That is to grow water babies with ting ting! :D

Hmm.. I came online specially to read your tag wor.. let's watch them grow together when you're back from Taiwan ^.*

I couldn't sleep so I chose to go jogging but decided on training my push ups instead. Too long never train, and I'm now feeling kind of weak. Maybe I'll go jog tomorrow. Good night everyone!

If you had asked me to grew water babies with you and watch them grow,
I would have done it.

Taggy Replies:

Adriana Mei Mei - My bolster!~~

Hamster - No, it isn't!
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I stayed at home, AGAIN. No one called me out! :(
I spent my day dotaring, mapling and did my best to smile! :D

Did some push ups, sit ups. Played dota with Sherman kor (Sherman Lim).
Then Sherman kor (Sherman Klyne) smsed me about our job plans.
Basically, nothing much happened. So its the end of today's entry; a boring one at that.

I'm such a stupid person. Sigh.

Taggy Replies:

Hamster Mei Mei - Orh. Kor will smile more de. =)

Li Ting - Sorry, forgive me.

Ying Ying - I wish that everything would be fine, but it isn't.

Adriana Mei Mei - Bolster bolster! T.T

Melissa - Harloooo. Take a seat. And.. thanks too. =]

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I'm bored, angry and sad.

Bored because I stayed home the entire day and there's nowhere to go to. But then, its my fault cos I chose to stay at home. I thought that I'd be able to sort out my thoughts by being alone today. But it seems, that didn't work.

Angry because the fucking blogger isn't allowing me to edit my template. I need to remove the wrong URLs and also, I'm no longer attached. I'm single.

Sad because.. I kept dwelling onto the past and also, someone I didn't treasured at first, left me. When I learned to treasure that person, she's already gone. I'm so insensitive. Perhaps some things should never be said. You said you aren't angry, but I know you are. Because when I called you a moment ago, your tone sounded angry.

Li Ting, sorry.

Its over.
I finally manage to get aiai on the phone after so many calls, and our conversation went like that -
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Me: Dear what you doing now?
She: At my cousin house.
Me: Oh.. You free? Wanna meet?
She: I not free until next saturday.
Me: Can I ask you that question? The one that you told me to stop asking.
She: Just ask lor.
Me: Do you still wanna be together?
She: I don't know.
Me: Why don't you know? Is there a part of you that says no?
She: I'll tell when I know.
Me: Then how long will you take? Its like.. you don't wanna meet me, you don't wanna reply my sms, and you aren't answering my calls. I need a respond. Do I have to wait forever?
She: So its my fault lah?

Me: No.. Sorry..

Me: Are you busy now?

She: Yah.
Me: K ba.. I don't disturb you then..
She: *hung up*

Me: Haven't said finish ny "byebye"

Me: *thought about what just happened, thought about everything that had passed, thought about what mama & meimei(s) said, and thought about the people who actually care about me*

Me: *call her again*

She: Hello?
Me: Bernice, lets just be friends bah.
She: K lor. *hung up*
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You meant a lot to me,
but what am I to you?

I wanted to make you smile,
but you're avoiding me.

I wanna bring you joy,
but you aren't giving me any chances.

I wanted you to be more caring,
but you said people do change.

I told you I'd change for you cos I love you,
and you said you're willing to accept me.
If you are, why are you giving me the cold shoulder?

I know I've won your heart,
but you don't seem to bother about me.
Did I really win your heart?

You told me that I must never look at other girls,
and right from the beginning, I didn't. Because I have you.

You wanted me to inform you if I go out with other girls,
what about you?

You said you gave me chances,
where is it?
I'm blur, so I needed you to guide me.

Every time you're late, you'd use me as a cover up excuse.
Why do you contact me only when you need me?

You always said I'm your boyfriend.
Am I really?

You once told me that your friends are more important to you,
then what about me? Am I, anything to you at all?
If your answer is yes, why didn't you bother about me?
If your answer is no, why did you chose to patch?

Thanks for everything though.

Taggy Replies:

Ying Ying - Sleepy!? ****!

Ying Ying - Stop changing URL!

Adriana Mei Mei - Linked. (:

Ying Ying - Today never online cos I go out mah!

Ying Ying - Every time you nudge me! And how come today you're the ONLY one that tagged huh? :(

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6.29am, Derrick woke up cos his phone was blaring out 'Bad Day by Daniel Powter' when he received an sms from Li Ting. He replied a few messages then went back to sleep. 8.03am, Li Ting smsed Derrick that she missed him and he was again disturbed. He then decided to wake up cos he was feeling frustrated due to his sleepless night, one that's filled with nightmares & tribulations.

I tried to sleep but I couldn't. So I got ready and went to meet Fiona & Miao Ling. We went to Tampines and took the shuttle bus to IKEA. When we reached there, we went browsing around, playing with the stuffs and joking around. After that we jot down some of the furnitures we want for 'our new home' and went to get some hot dogs & ice cream.

Made our way to Tampines Mall and shopped around. I saw Mdm Chee & her daughter at mini-toons! Ha. Really miss Mdm Chee. She's so kind, really. But I don't know why people never appreciate her. Anyway, we chatted awhile and being a teacher, she does what a teacher does. Received some advice and continued to fool around with meimei & mama. Oh yah, I nicked a marshmallow and popped it into my mouth. :D

Mama & meimei wanted to take neoprints. I didn't want to. Eventually, I took with them. But it was ugly. -_-
Finished with neoprints then we went to Food Junction. Supposed to eat, but we went there for fruits instead. Lol.

Caught bus 72 to hougang. Wanted to meet Eileen but didn't, so we went to Yio Chu Kang and walked to AMK for dinner. After that we walked to the interchange then mama ran all the way to her bus. When she was on the bus, she called meimei, "nu er~ ur korkor de keys with me lei!"
=.=

Naturally, I went to collect it and made my way home. Then I met Olivia. She changed. I didn't recognize her but she remembered me. Gee. Sorry luh! xD

I was really sad today. Keep thinking about aiai. She didn't pick up my call nor bothered to call me back. The part where I was really really sad was during dinner. But I manage to maintain my cool I guess. I felt so sad somehow, as if a deep cut had been etched right in the middle of my heart and my ears turned hot red. I hate being sad. Sometimes, I just can't help it. No matter how many times I told myself to cast that thought to the back of my head, its presence still perturbed me.

Anyway, on my way home, Li Ting called me. Its amazing the way she can read my thoughts, feelings and actually know what kind of person I am, without having even met me at all. I really appreciate the concern you showered on me. Thanks.

Last day of 'O's!
Taggy Replies:

Ying Ying - I give you 'crystal' & 'jade' but no food for you! Lalala~

Hamster (Mei Mei) - Not sure of what?

Piggy - I have no idea who she is. Do you?

Fiona (Mei Mei) - *bao bao* (:

Mikey (bro) - Yo. That's okay. You can be trusted. ^_+

Ying Ying - Gee.. You've changed it like countless time. Its getting tiresome, having to change your links all the time. :(

Xiao Dan - Thanks, but I think my language isn't quite there yet. =/
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I thought about it the entire night. But I'm still in an enigmatic state. Priscilla mei mei told me that I emanate sadness, and that she felt it in my presence. "You're no longer the kor kor I used to know. You're always so sad now," said Priscilla. This sentence is embed deep into my mind.

I've been really cheerless lately cos there's so many unhappy events that girdled me. At some point or other, I must have looked really downcast cos I keep recalling the sad things. But still, I do smile. Even when I'm feeling really down, I'd still smile as much as possible. How is it likely that an aura of sadness surrounds me? I never noticed though.

Anyway I was the first to reach school (thanks to dad again) and I mugged but somehow my mind seems to skim instead of absorb. The paper was okay.

It was raining when we left the school, but fortunately Yue Mei had an umbrella with her. Thanks a lot YM! :D

When I walked out of Bartley, I began to realize that today is the last day. I'll probably never write another word in Bartley. I told myself I'd never miss that school, but right now I'm wondering if I might. Bartley is after all, the place that I got involved in band and the place that I met all my wonderful friends. No matter how much I hated certain teachers, there are still the kind and caring ones too.

Enough of the 'I miss you' thingy. Haha. Hmm.. I called aunty Sally immediately after my paper. No idea why I missed her so much. Lol. Then wasted lots of my time today. Got to cut my post short for now cos I'm busy. Might blog again later.

I'll smile. *smile*
Haha. Lol.

Are you serious?
I looted this entire post from Li Ting's blog and edited part of the spelling & grammar mistakes because it was simply atrocious. But all in all, I maintained the idea of it and her style of writing remains embed in this following extract.

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If a girl cries in front of you, it means that she couldn't take it anymore...

If you take her hand, she would stay with you 4 the rest of your life, if you let her go, she can never go back to being herself anymore.

(VERY TRUE!!!)
A girl wont cry easily, except in front of the person whom she love the most. Then, she becomes weak.

(VERY TRUE!!!)
A girl wont cry easily, but when you're the one she love the most, she forget about her ego.

Guys, if a girl cry because of you, please hold her hands firmly, cos.. she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.

Guys, if a girl cry because of you, please don't give her up, because, your decision may have ruined her life, permanently.

When she cry right in front of you,when she cry because of you, Look into her eyes, Can you see and feel the pain and hurt she's feeling?

Think...

Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity, in front of you, and because of you?

She cried not because she is weak.
She cried not because she wan sympathy or pity.
She cried, because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, hurt, agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys, Think about it..

If a girl cry her heart out to you, and the cause of it all, is you, then its time to look back on what you have done. Because only you will know the answer to it.

Do give it a serious ponder.
Because one day..
It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "I'm sorry".

Do not do this to a girl.
You may regret for the rest of your life.
Maybe in your life, she's d only one that love YOU the most.

Guys, if there ever is a girl who cry for you.. ask yourself what you have done.
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I regretted. Are you gonna regret too? Decide now.

Robot.
Am I a robot? Nah.. I've yet to sleep since sunday morning. I'll probably nap tomorrow night.

Damn. I told Mrs Tam, I'd clinch an A1, but the topics I studied didn't came out at all. I studied the entire book 3 and chapter 5 of book 4. Dang. Never mind that, for now at least, its over. But I'm afraid she'd be upset about this. Sorry Mrs Tam. :(

After the paper, I accompanied Yue Mei to mos burger cos she wanted to eat fries, but she couldn't finish it. Gee. Then walk her home because she was lazy to walk alone. Gee, lazy lazy lazy you.

After that went to meet Miao Ling. Supposed to meet at Singapore post but we settled down at AMK instead. Then Priscilla & Fiona joined us. But our tables were seperated though. Cold war. =/

Priscilla mei mei, thanks alot. After chatting with you, I realized that all along, my answer was 'no'. But still, I sticked to it. Perhaps I should follow my 1st response?
But then again, its still hard for me to do so. Kor really really have to go rack my brains. =]

Tomorrow supposed to go meet aiai & erzi at PCbunk, but.. I might not be able to make it. have other plans. Sorry.

And oh.. 2 of my fish died. Perhaps they'll join me in my dreams tonight. Tata all.

Multiple places.
Taggy Replies:

dee - Deana Doofer? The one from band? Why do you ask me that?

Adriana Mei Mei - *tickle tickle*

Yi Lin - Didn't know you linked me, but thanks anyway. And, the word is 'trumpeter'. (:


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I was late! Sorry ma! Hmm.. I forgot. You guys wanted me to stop apologizing. But I felt really bad about what happened yesterday.

This morning, I slacked at mac for awhile, then accompanied mei & ma to Changi airport. As usual, I was extremely gentle to my burger. Slowly enjoying the juicy tender meaty patty. Okok. Enough crapping, so we studied and then mama shot me many questions. I wanted to post the entire conversation. But its better not to. Besides, its kinda lengthy.

I know many people feel I shouldn't carry on because she doesn't seem to enthusiastic on her part. But I chose to, she's important to me and I yearn for the day to come when I finally managed to make her truly happy. Mei mei & ma seemed to be more concern of me then anything else, scared I sad, scared I this, scared I that. Hah! I really appreciate it.

Next we went Crystal Jade to eat. Lol, only the bread. Haha. No $$ liao ma. =/
And hanged out at the airport before catching a train to Singapore post.

I was able to consolidate the spotted questions and made a copy of it for mei mei & mama. We had our dinner at long john silver. We call it Short John Gold. Hah.

After dinner, we walked to the bus stop opposite and got on bus 76. Played some games on board. Then slacked around.

Oh btw.. I wrote a short message in mandarin. Lots of mistakes naturally, cos I stink at that language. Mei mei helped me to correct them though. (:

Mei replied: "Kor arh! Simple Chinese! Anyway, we care that's why we're sad. Let nature take its course. The decision is yours so we can't interfere much too."

Mama replied: "Go do corrections! xD Hahaa! Ya lor cos we care. So.. just remember, just be happy will do. But if you're sad, we have listening ears for you! Take care oh! Hope no need bandage, can heal by applying cream."

Sweet? I though so too. Someone else was really sweet too. But I'm not suppose to include that here, I guess. Thanks a lot too. Being loved is cool. But I really wish I could feel it from her instead. Sorry. You're not a substitute, you're someone I appreciate. (:

Doctors for my heart.
Thanks for assuring me that you'll always be there to bandage my heart cos I've decided to go all out just to make her happy. Whatever the outcome, I guess it no longer matters. I'm expecting an aura of happiness around her and nothing else.

I was on the way to find my friends at central to study, then aiai smsed me to say that she was on the way to find me. I thought she wouldn't be coming anymore.

Anyway, today was screwed up. I don't know if I should have told her the story, she seemed quite emo. But then I don't think she really cared at all. Does she care about me? I don't know. Why does she forget me the moment erzi told her to call him? It isn't even the first time.

Forget it. Perhaps I'm supposed to get used to this?

Mike is funny. Ahhhaha.
Taggy Replies:

Adriana - *pinch mei's cheeks*

Ying Ying - The paper was.. EASY! First time I ever find a physics paper easy. My endless mugging paid off! :P

dee - Gee.. radical! Is that really your name? What's your name?

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I woke up at 9am. Chatted with Hakayumi and did some stuffs together. Hakayumi thanks for the concern and everything.

When I saw Soefian's sms, I was like 'alamak!' ;- I forgot to inform him that I wasn't going today. Felt kind of bad, really wanted to go but still have another 2 more paper to mug for.

Aiai said she wanted to come my house, then never pick up my calls. Its already 2pm+. Guess she isn't coming. Chatted with Mikey bro, that smelly bangala. Laughed till my stomach hurt.

Lionel Lionel Lionel, you need no longer persuade Mikey, he's coming back. :D
Bet Lionel is smiling right now. Haaah.
Lionel is an ass. He's my ass. He smell like ass. He behave like ass. He's a funny ass. :P

Taggy Replies:

Uthy - Okie dokie. Linked you already. =)

Anna - Then if never sleep like me neh?

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Slacked at ang mo kio hub's mac this morning. Then met Yue Mei at interchange to go to school tomorrow. Today's paper was super duper uber easy. Hope that'd be able to clinch me a pass in for my combined science. Miao miao said it was hard though, cos she don't know how to answer the essay question. Yue Mei said she didn't study. Gee. Different perspective from different people I guess.

After paper, accompanied Yue Mei to chong boon market. Then went home & talked on the phone with Hakayumi. She's sweet. (:

Oh.. I've yet to sleep. I was supposed to sleep earlier on, but couldn't get to it. Gee. Nap time!

Back.
Taggy Replies:

Fiona Mei Mei - Boo!

Hamster Mei Mei - Millenia Institute band camp.

Zihui - You don't know de Derrick lor. Lol. -.-

Josephine - Passing by? Ahh. Take a seat, take a seat. xD

Anna - Sleep early k? You got so many basketball practices, always at different venues. =/

Adriana Mei - *ruffle mei mei's hair* :D

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weight = mass x acceleration

average speed = distance / time

acceleration = (final velocity - initial velocity) / time

force = mass x acceleration

moment = force x perpendicular distance from the pivot

work done = force x distance moved in the direction of the force

kinetic energy = 0.5 (mass x velocity x velocity)

potential energy = Miss Goy Horny. Hahaha. Sorry Miss Goy, just kidding!

REAL formula of potential energy = mass x acceleration x height

power = work done / time

velocity = frequency x lamda

frequency = 1 / period

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Gee, I'm full of formulas. Got to go mug now. Blog again tomorrow I guess. Sweet dreams to non-muggers!

PS: Pris mei mei, sorry kor say u scary.